walk the ups and downs of life with me

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

i forgot what it is like to be loved.

i want to blog something down. but it feels tiring to think it all over again.
please dont think it’s easy for me, don’t push me to others, cos i’m telling you, this is damn tough.
but i dont want to continue like this for the rest of the year.
i’d miss you. i will. take care!

no one knows who and what the peekture means, only us. (:
the green bean days goes on and on…
even if next time we are gonna be world apart, we’ll come back for each other! (:

it goes beyond temasek polytechnic.
hearts you girls!

i miss the ol’good days….
looking forward to more outings…. XOXO!

even though we’re not best friends close,
even though we don’t contact each other often,
we know that we can count on each other when problems arise in our lives.
i wanna thank you for being there for me to pour out every unhappiness.
big thank you to all your good advices.
it’s just so weird when we have the chemistry to talk our hearts out even when we’re not knitted very close together.
it’s just like a very special friend, a soul mate whom i can relate very comfortably to.
i know you need all the time in the world for ah beng right now, so i won’t say, let’s meet up often to bond our friendship.
however, when ah beng is in army, it’ll be my time to bond this friendship and accompany through his army days.

dearest chuan, thank you and iloveyou.

p.s. i know you maynot read my blog, but i wanna show the world how magnificent a friend you are and how much i appreciate your presence.

even when the world turn their backs around, i know you all will be there for me always. the endless liang chas i get from you when i’m not feeling well. nevertheless, i’m still waiting for my haagen daz treat and cookies from you all! i love you girls. Though during poly days we weren’t as close now, i am proud to say, we will be, now and forever.

stephy loves puppup and dumb dumb.